It's not that I haven't been thinking of you all, because I have, really.
I just don't know where the time goes!
Oh, wait, yes I do.
I'm a working mamma, married to a traveling man, trying to get in 20 hours of endurance training a week. Not only that, but this week my own Mamma (my rock steady backup, babysitter, support system) has been out of town at my sister's house, AND I have been prepping for a fundraiser this week, AND I had my first triathlon of the season last week, AND I am trying to get ready for Easter, too!
I love you all, I really do, but...
This girl's gotta sleep once in a while!
Fortunately, my good friend and awesome teammate, Andi is VERY good about regularly updating her blog about training for the Tahoe ride. I thought about simply posting a link to her blog and leaving it at that, but I don't want to seem rude. Believe it or not, I blog a lot in my brain - unfortunately the thoughts never actually make it onto this site. Maybe I'm more of a Twitter blogger - 140 characters, posted throughout the day, to keep you all up to date.
Nah, I wouldn't keep up with that either.
So, when we last left our hero (me), I was healing nicely from a bike wreck, but still complaining about it to whoever would listen. I was breaking in a new bike (yay), and was waiting to effortlessly break the sound barrier. I was beginning to stress about two big dates - the first April 17, the date of the FAU Wellness Triathlon (my first of the season), and the second date was April 21, the date of my big fundraiser.
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Finishing the run at FAU - don't I look happy? |
Now, onto the next stress-inducing item... A Fundraiser!! Because I just shook everyone in my address book down for donations to help me get to the Nation's Triathlon, I was a little sheepish about asking you all for money again, and decided to try and make it work this time around with a few fundraising events. Tomorrow night is Putt'n for a Cure in downtown Delray Beach. Yup, we're taking over the mini golf course for a good cause! I have had lots of donations of food and drinks, and a DJ, tons of raffle prizes too! My incredibly awesome teammates are also coming along to help out; serving food, selling raffle tickets, and picking pockets if they have to. I have most of the stuff ready to go, and just have to make it through to tomorrow evening!
If you live in the area, come on by!
I hate to look too far ahead, but I did sign up for another triathlon a while back (what was I thinking?). This one is NOT a sprint race, though. It's an olympic distance (1 mile swim, 25 mile bike, 6 mile run) race. It is May 1st, and I am so not ready for this one, but what can I do? I've paid the race fee, I have an offer to carpool and a free hotel, so I'm going. I'll survive. As long as I make it through the swim in Tampa Bay (ick), I'll be fine. I'll be channeling Dory from finding Nemo (just keep swimming, just keep swimming). I know I can bike the course, no problem, and I can walk the 6 miles if I have to, but I have to swim the swim - come on Dory!
How do I know I can bike the course with no problem? Well, last week halfway through a training ride, I got a flat tire (boo). Coach Bryan wanted to change it for me, but no, I insisted on doing it myself. I could see him switch into "pateint parent of a stubborn toddler" mode when he realized I was going to delay him by 15 minutes or more as I learned to change a back tire. We got it done, but I don't think I put it all back together right because my ride home was hard, very hard. I could not get my bike faster than 16 mph, and even that was a struggle. We were riding into a pretty significant headwind, but still, I was SLOW. I figured that I was tired, maybe I was bonking, maybe I didn't train enough during the week, or eat the right foods last night. Was it that ONE glass of wine? What was wrong with me? I beat myself up the whole way home, questioning everything, and then when I pulled in my driveway and got my bike out of the car, I noticed it. My rear brake was rubbing on my tire the whole time. No wonder it was SO HARD! So, yes, If I can ride 25 miles into a headwind with my brakes on, I am pretty sure I can manage that distance under normal conditions.
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One of the many hills in Clermont, FL - it keeps going and going... |
In the few moments before drifting off to sleep last night, I had a major "Bad Mommy" moment. I can't believe I'm actually writing this down and admitting it to the world, but I realized that I have done NOTHING to prepare for the Easter Bunny's imminent arrival in my home. Not one egg colored, no chocolate purchased, no basket at the ready. I have no secret hiding closet full of plastic Easter grass, or a plush bunny rabbit (bad mommy). Fortunately for me, it's only Wednesday night and Walgreens is open 24 hours a day.
So, for those of you who ask me, "How do you do it?" The answer is - I don't. I just fake it really well, and depend on my awesome husband and my incredible mother to get me through.
Sigh.. until next time.
You are AWESOME!!! I think part of your strong finish is my chanting (ok, so I was yelling) in your ear... RUN RUN RUN
ReplyDeleteI am sorry I wont be at St A's to 'chant' for you there too. I will loan you my NEMO soundtrack... What do we do when life has us down? Just keep swimming, just keep swimming, what do we do we SWWWIIIMMMMMMMM!!!!!!